Maybe not, maybe yes?!

And in fact you know what? You never what life brings to you. So you better live every day like it's your last! Take risks, go out, make friend etc. because who knows? Maybe tomorrow you'll be dead! That's what I did! And you know, the result wasn't so bad as I expected it to be. So, for now at least, I'm good! Or don't I?

Dead

You never know things will come up. All you can do is hope for the best. So that's what I did. And for once more I was disappointed. It could have been worse, but it wasn't what I was hoping for. Today was just a useless day. I hope I've never lived today. Goodnight.

Shit

I told him. Everything. But I'm afraid of the consequences. Why? I should be feeling well with myself but no. I am crying in an empty classroom. I feel like I did the right thing but why is it such a shity feeling? I just want everything to be okay. Is it so hard?!

Limits

In your life you will have to decide for a lot of things. But there will always be limits. These limits will either tear you apart or help you. You can't know which of the two will happen but do you take the risk? It's in your hand, it's your decision. So, what should I do?

Help

They say "be true to who you are", but how are you supposed to do that? How can you be so sure for yourself? How can you decide who you want to be? I am not. I don't know who I am or what I am supposed to do with my (personal) life! And it's killing me. I think I know what I want but a minute later I have changed my mind. Maybe I do something wrong, maybe not. But how am I suppose to find it out? Help! Someone..?

Hate my life

Right now, this very moment I really hate my life. Nothing goes the way I want it. I don't know what I am feeling, I don't know with who I want to be with. It really sucks! I want to be with someone but I just can't and this tears me apart. Yesterday I said that I would like to die. I've never said something like this before. So it seems so strange that I said it. But I do not wanna be afraid, I want to express my feelings but I freakin can't! Fuck my life ...